illness :(

we had great plans to go to the seaside to Świnoujście.. for few days.. mainly for the New Year's Eve.. to have fun.. something different.. now what? i'm ill from Sunday.. and i can't leave my bed, i'll not mention going somewhere out! we wanted to go there sooo soooo sooooo sooooooooo much! i even made a list what to take there (list-like always) but we can't :(. The New Year's Eve we'll probably spend at my A.'s house or in mine. i'm so sad because of it. hope i'll just feel better ttyl 31st december. maybe we will go to the cinema? maybe.. some wine (if i will be healthy).. some films.. and looking through the window at 00:00. So sorry :(.

i just want you to smile

all the time

A. ;*

hope your plans for New Year's Eve are great and that they will realise! :)

hello

and very Merry Christmas to you all! :)

Hope you'll spend these magical days with all the people you love :).

christmas is coming!

so, as every Christmas we're doing cookies with my mom, for our christmas tree!

click to make it bigger :)

yesterday I bought a dress for our prom ball! unfortunately it's black. i wanted something colorful, but every dress i was trying on was to big.. only this one here was perfect (almost;p but still perfect;p). we were walking for few hours in Bonarka City Center.. i rather like Galeria Krakowska City Center.. anyway, now i have to find some some colorful accessories. i don't know which colour will i choose, i have few types for the accessories colour.. first one red, second yellow, third blue. hmm month left, hope i'll find everything I want to buy, and i hope i'll buy all the accessories on sales;p (dreams;p)

wish you luck shopaholics! let the sales be with you! ;p

oh and i forgot to mention that im so thankful that my A. still wants to go with me shopping, noone has been with me so long in one shop! congratulations! ;p

and my amateur hobby: a late birthday card for my cousine Asia:)

life is so beautiful after school work (after finishing the annexe), when you don't have anythin to do, and you don't have to think about work for two weeks.. isn't it Ann?

happy lazing IV LP!

annexe finished

at least! annexe of caligraphy finished! click on the miniature below to get it bigger. hope you like it. i'm happy we (me and Aga) finished it on time. the biggest wall with the sign LITERNICTWO (caligraphy) isn't really how we dreamed it, if we had a week more probably we would change it. i can't wait till there will be lessons in this classroom! hope people would like it, and i hope this compositions will inspire younger pupils to learn caligraphy. oh! and i hope that our teacher likes it, and that he will teach in this room with a bigbigbigbig smile on his face :):)

free time.. at least!

big photo

lovelovelovelove

13th december

year together

my A. ;*

Some photos from Saturday's session for my semestral work. Session lasted 1h. I'm proud of myself that I was able to do some photos in 1h, seriously. I wish I could have more time for this work..

Ann ewerywhere

Today: enormous headache, stained glass project (unfinished all d time), caligraphy (2h), a 1,5h nap, 2 visitors waking me up (and seeing my room in a hugehugehugehuge mess), few hours of telephone conversations with my love A. ;*, putting together my semestral work from photography and in few minutes.. SLEEP!

:)

hello after a longlong break! i didn't write anything for a long time because my head is full of bad thoughts. the main reason? SCHOOL. i have problems with my diploma work and with the annexe. we (that is me and my friend Aga) should have half of our annexe done by now!! unfortunately our school is VERY irresponsible! why? cuz the FUCKIN renovation of our class schould be FINISHED ON THE 1ST DECEMBER!! IT'S STILL UNFINISHED! Last Tuesday we had ENORMOUS luck, and we started painting one wall. 20% of that wall finished. 20 FUCKIN PERCENT! 2 OTHER WALLS AND 80% OF THIS ONE LEFT.. ONE AND A HALF FUCKIN WEEK LEFT TO FINISH?! FUCKIN IRRESPONSIBLE SCHOOL! I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE IT!

Oh and because of my last illnes, i missed school and what? I'm writting a fucking exam from fuckin history of art from all semester next week. I am so FUCKED. FUCKEDFUCKEDFUCKED! And another fucked thing: photography. We had to give our teacher semestral work from photography today. and of course what? i don't have even 1 photo (needed 6-8). Oh I hope Ann will visit me tomorrow, and I will do some photos like those from september.

I need to watch Grey's Anatomy.. new episodes in January.. can't wait!!

P.S. Oh but after this unlucky day in school, my granny called me and gave my parents money for my dreamed (DREAMEDDREAMEDDREAMED!!) shoes from Venezia. I was in love with them from the first sight! I had a small hope that maybe ill earn for them, and my parents will give me half of the amount (really expensive, for shoes like this for me). It was a small hope. My granny suprised me so much! And the second very nice thing was dinner with my parents at our favourite pizza resteurant Pizza Hut. After this awful day in school they made me happy so much! Thank you!

Thank you Ann for your time.

music for today: Ingrid Michaelson

sunflowers

here are my sunflowers from september, at least a quite good photo. i wish i could have them home..

hope you like it :)

and wish you health! im ill because of my class mate!

"i kill you"

autumn!

few days ago i was with A. in a forest. i had only my analogue camera, and only 18 photos left on the film. here are some photos for you, i developed today, from this beautiful colorful forest. photos look a little better developed, this ones below are scanned, so colours are worse. i hope you like it anyway, maybe not good but i already love them. fun day.

click to make them bigger

oh! and best wishes for my dad and tomorrow for my granddad!

little sightseeing

i visited my A. yesterday, we wen't to an old jewish cementary, it's a quite scarry place, beautiful but still scarry. i wouldn't visit it at night! my A. took some pretty good photos, i really like them, but i won't publish them cuz i don't know if i can;p i took some photos also, but i used my beloved analogue camera, so u will c them later.. later, later;p

those jewish old graves are seriously beautiful, every grave looks different, special.

now i'm going to do something for tomorrow's stained glass lessons, tuesday's kaligraphy and hated history of arts. i'll try to develope this film soon. hugs!

:(

hi.. see this beautiful ring on the photo below?

i got it from my boyfriend for birthday a less than a month ago.. and i've LOST IT TODAY! i can't believe that i lost it. i can't believe it.. it was sooooooooo important for me..

i'm sorry A. :(

[ZGUBILAM PIERSCIONEK W CENTRUM HANDLOWYM PLAZA W SOSNOWCU 20 PAZDZIERNIKA! JESLI JAKIMS CUDEM - SUPERCUDEM - WLASNIE CZYTA TO OSOBA KTORA GO ZNALAZLA.. BARDZO PROSZE O ZWROCENIE.. zaplace nawet.. byl dla mnie taki wazny..]

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and this is my interpretation of the new topic: "it's beautiful to get old" ('pięknie się zestarzeć")

hope you like it, wish you a nice week:):)

byebye sunflowers..

my painting of sunflowers i was writing about few posts earlier are gone! they were brutally taken from me, and they're gone to an internet auction! i want them so badly! i even didn't finished them, cuz i thought that they won't pick them because of that! i hope that no one will want them.. and i'll buy them.. i didn't check the size of it! i hope that tomorrow i'll find them and i'll took a better photo. hope you like it. kissssssses.

camera-camera

ladies camera-camera evening

ann and her big headphones
me and my foot

workworkworkwork

here's somethin i'm working on slowly when i have some free time -> i don't have it too much..

and here is a photo from the day i was finishing my paintings from open-air in Kazimierz Dolny, i didn't finished the sunflower painting yet, but i hope i'll do it soon. oh and never, never, NEVER paint for few hours with a terpentine open. i had an awful all day headache! and my room still stinks it! eww!
luckluckluckandluck for all you having the high school exams this year!

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topic: symbol

didn't know what to do.. zero ideas

symbol of analogue photography - film

i'm baack!

hi hi hello! i'm back. i will only write that this last 10 days were awful! AWFUL!
i'll maybe load more photos tomorrow, now i'm too tired after the 6h drive to write anything.

an up side down photo
lovely flowers
and us. us 4. me, kamila, kasia and ania :) in the most beautiful, the most delicious and the most real CHOCOLATE SHOP! love it!

good night :)

foxy

hello, i introduce you to foxy!

ahh and thank you foxy for this beautiful orange nail polish and mini nutella!

thankyouthankyou

today's mini session. 90 photos, 5 quite good. my head is empty actually.

beautiful ann

hello.
today was THE day i said sorry to my digital camera. ania visited me and we had a little photo session. we're quite satisfacted of the photos. well, see yourself: :)

enjoy. comment. criticize.

tyll.

....

you know what? i hate, i just hate having internet from my housing estate network - for about 3 days now i have internet only for ten minutes every hour, or i don't have it for 5h! my scanner works if it has a good mood - yes my scanner is a typical woman.people from my school are annoying me.. do you imagine a prom WITHOUT a camera? well i can't! i don't really like seeing myself on a video, but hello! people! you have to have a video with memories from this unusual day! even if i have to kill some LADIES from my class, the camera will be! and shut the fuck up! ok enough complaining. im to nervous today.

new school year, fourth class. yay! yay! joupie! fucking thesis (is it right? - praca dyplomowa), fucking annexe, fuckin egzam of history of art and finally fuckin high school finals (with math!). fuck. im complaining again.


the thesis of stained glass - i have no idea what to do, i hope i'll think of something soon.
annexe - one good thing (i think). i'm doing it of caligraphy. we will paint mr. M.'s class.


i was trying to do something from caligraphy today, i didn't do it for a longlong time. and this way (look below) i have never done before. i have to start thinking what to do soon, i hope my partner Aga will also start doing something soon - we have 3 big walls to do.

i should practice types, cuz i'm only good in UNCJAŁA type. omg! so much work this year!

have you ever sniff an quince (pigwa)? my boy got me some yesterday, they smell soooo sweet! i'm in love with their's smell! like candy! they are on my chest of drawers, and when you came into my room, you can sniff this extremely sweet fruits.. the other THING is a decorative pumpkin! next fruit i like, but this one i like cuz it looks nicely weird. ahh i had once a beautiful decorative pumpkin.. it was so unique.. and what? i put it into a box, forgot about it and one day i opened THE box..and the pumpkin was rotten..:(
oh and you know what? im addicted to kitkat bars (mm the new caramel one is delicious) and papers from ilowescrap.com.pl!

ok enough for today. byebye nice dreams!

and here they are

my parents are back. they are soooo happy, so relaxed. i'm also happy, because at last they had some time for relaxation.. oh and like always they got me a present! its beautiful! i love it :):)

and.. NOT made in china. HAND MADE IN GREECE! ;d

i love it. thank you;*

here's my painted wallpaper i wrote about earlier. i think it looks nice:) you?

xoxoxoxo

i'm baaaack!

hello there! im back. umm i was here all d time, but me and my A. had a beautiful 2 week holiday in my flat. why it was so beautiful? cuz we did nothing. and doing nothing together is super fun! here are some photos from this period of time:)

i wrote we did nothing? well almost nothing! we painted my room, at last! i was waiting for it a longlong time. we didn't tear the wallpaper, because it has a texture, so it looks nice. i'll put a photo of this texture later:):)

bye bye my sign.
i know it didn't look very good on this wallpaper, but i liked it so much..

loveyouloveyou
and me to

and its finished! yay!
the whole painting, placing and cleaning last about 3days. long, because we worked only when we felt like doing it. one day till 5a.m. other day 2h..
oh and i forgot to write, that i'm in love with this colour!

dinners, dinners. he cooked. why? because i can only do pancakes;p

hello delicious!

and hello the most tasty sauce (?) i've ever ate!
thank you my cook;*

love sandwiches

lovely cups

and in free time (when he was watching tv or something) i was doing this leaf. dunno why. dunno why on this red paper. just because:) now it's finished (on the photo it isn't)this kind of works are soooo relaxing

agrr! (shh! you didn't see this pic)

and at last i've finished reading this book (Serafine's Diary). i think it's a good book. i usually read fantasy, it was the first book this kind. and now it's time for the Gaiman's Gravery Book! hope i'll find time for it;p

candles lovelove

aaaand.. school! i thought that in 4th class it will be less subjects. but umm, i forgot about one thing. less subjects more art classes. help!

hello school.. bye bye idyll.

wish you an easy school year.